EvEryTHinG WiLL bE FiNe..

我原来也是这样吗？外表开心的人。。

2010-03-30T21:02:00.000+08:00

总有一些人，他们看上去整天都很开心，嘻嘻哈哈的，没有

烦恼，像个小孩，他们会说玩是我最大的乐趣，我很喜欢玩，我什么都会玩人多的时候他们脸上总挂着笑容，好多人都会羡慕他们，然而这其实是他们最悲哀的地方，他们不想让别人看到自己难过的一面，更没有能力一个人独处，因为当夜深人静的时候，他不知道一个人会发生什么事，坐在窗前冥想走过的点滴

没有人读的懂他们，想着想着貌似快乐的他们就会黯然流下一脸的悲伤，然后自己对自己说：其实也没什么，命运吧！所以他们就整天逼自己笑，以此来逃避那些常人所不能不承受的痛苦！

他们貌似很坚强，因为在别人看来，他们什么事都能微笑着去面对，但事实上他们长着世界上最脆弱的心灵，只是长期的伪装使得别人很难发现他们内心深处的创伤。他们其实非常孤独，虽然看到他们时都是在跟一群人谈天说地，那是因为他们实在不能承受一个人时的折磨！

他们只想简简单单、快快乐乐的活着，期待并且相信每个人给的笑容都是真心的，希望身边的人都是真正的喜欢自己。即使别人小小的意见，也会另他们难过好久，他们真的真的很介意，介意自己不被人喜欢。因为，他们总是为别人想的很多，对别人总是比对自己好；把能对喜欢的人好当做幸福，喜欢别人比喜欢自己多。

他们总是那样，前一秒还伤心的流着泪，后一秒出现在朋友面前的时候，已经满脸溢着灿烂的笑容。有人说他们是向日葵，是的，他们在意的人就像是太阳，在面对太阳的时候永远是明艳的花瓣，而太阳照不到的背面，那悲伤藏得那么好，不愿被看见。

他们向往放纵自由的生活，却必须为了谁很努力的朝另外的一个方向活着，很累很累，却仍是心甘情愿。离自己的梦境越来越来远，不得不面对从未想过的争夺和复杂，恐慌、不知所措。只有面对最信赖的人时，才会卸下盔甲，委屈的流下眼泪。因为在他们心里，笑就是开心，哭就是难过，接近就是喜欢，远离就是讨厌。但其实不是，他们明白了，心好伤，眼泪就没忍住。哭过之后，笑笑得擦干眼泪，说，没关系，我可以做的很好的。

他们好像无所不能，好像总是不会有烦恼，好像什么问题都能轻而易举的解决，总是喜欢喜欢出现在流泪的人面前，笑嘻嘻的逗着笑。而面对自己的问题，他们却茫然无措，面对自己的悲伤，他们只会躲在人们看不见的角落里慢慢由伤口越裂越大。

他们的想法非常简单，说出来的就是心里所想的，肚子里不会拐七道八道的小弯，无心的话可能会引起别人的误解。所以，请别记恨他们，他们从不愿伤害谁，小小的错误就能让他们懊悔很久。

他们其实非常单纯，甚至你曾经给了他一个微笑他也会一辈子记得你的好，因此他们的世界观其实也很简单，他们很容易受蛊惑，请不要轻易的伤害他们的感情，因为一旦伤害了，那就将永远弥补不回来！如果你身边有这种人请你给予他（她）那怕是凤毛麟角的那点关怀，让他（她）知道这个世界没有抛弃他们。

Valentine's day and CNY

2010-02-11T02:00:00.002+08:00

how to pass lonely valentine's day again huh??
have no idea to do anything on tat day cos
it's d 1st day of cny too~~~
dinner with frens(oso single d la..haha)? watching mv?? sing k??
erm.......
gonna discuss with frens again...hehe...^^

haiz...my job 'organizer' again~~~~
wei wei wei....
>>>jenny, ys(dai siu jie), cmc
dun bully me liao leh....me so pity lo...
..............hehe...............
my mid term exam postponed to month of march ord!!!
yeah!!! i think i can enjoy my cny holiday week ord lu...wakaka
tanjung rambutan!!! miss 'u' so much o~~~~~~

and here.......
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR O EVERYONE!!!!
enjoy enjoy enjoy.....hehe.....

Updated blog

2010-01-20T22:53:00.002+08:00

My new post after 3months..haha..^^
2day really a memorable day..y??
cos i wonder tat i can shopping 8hrs without break!!!
surely not include dinner time...haha..
really vomit blood liao lo!
my RM3++ has spent into such things...........
1 short pant
1 t-shirt
1 formal shirt
1 set of nugeno man cool (bio-essence)
1 hair spray
1 gatsby wax
and....hair cutting RM45........
my next journey will coming soon....
haiz...very poor liao la...

十一種值得女生交往的男生

2009-10-28T23:56:00.001+08:00

第一種，他懂得尊重你

他對你的愛比要求多，他對自己有主見，對你則不會太有主見。他尊重你作出的各種人生選擇，鼓勵你發展自己專長。現代好男人的一條重要標準是，尊重所有的女性，包括僅有一面之緣的人。

第二種，他的追求很有誠意

他不屬於你十分喜歡的異性類型，但是他追你追得很有誠意，而且你喜歡的類型，交往再多都是失敗的例子。他們有你前任男友的優點，但也沒有你前任男友的缺點，而且他有的優點，很多人都沒有。

第三種，他對你噓寒問暖

關愛體貼他們已經很熟悉，雖然沒有了熱戀的心跳感覺，但它確實比任何人都關心你，在你苦惱的事，他永遠站在你這邊，耐心傾聽你到苦水；他記得你提過的朋友名字；你扣可是她輕輕遞上香茶......這些都無聲地傳達他真心喜歡你的資訊。

第四種，你的家人朋友欣賞他

長輩們經風曆雨閱人無數，眼睛自然比你毒。你對他很挑剔，但他卻很能夠贏得你朋友，家人的欣賞。他懂得讓每個人心情舒暢，懂得給人安全感。從性格上說，他不是一個非常易變的人，不會讓人覺得很難把握和相處。

第五種，他提很多對你有益處的要求

他對你要求很多，但是都很合情合理，而且這些要求對你有好無壞。這樣的男友是真心愛護你的。

第六種，他胸襟開闊，寬容忍讓

兩人發生爭執，通常是他最先讓步。他懂得如何表達自己，並耐心聽你說話，如果你是對的，他能夠承認錯誤；即使你不對，他也願意原諒你。有話可以好好講，不會動不動就拉下臉來，送你一臉的表情暴力。也不會為一點小事發脾氣或賭氣，自虐虐人。

第七種，他喜歡小動物，善待你的寵物

通常這樣的人都有一顆愛心。你可以從他對待寵物的方式瞭解他的待人接物。對動物有愛心的男人，也一定會照顧好自己的家人和伴侶。而一個會在路上踢打流浪貓狗的男人，都有暴虐的天性。

第八種，他有自己的愛好，有運動的習慣

有某種運動愛好的男子，較容易找到情緒的出口，不會沒事找事的折磨你，和一個心中有熱情的男人在一起時，日子就會充滿樂趣。一個能在生活中找到自己愛好的那人一定會給人生機勃勃的感覺。

第九種，他對感情無怨無悔

一個男人一輩子註定會有多少次戀愛，他在不斷的實踐中獲得經驗讓自己完善起來。“專一”的定義並非是他只能一生愛一人，而是每愛一個人的時候他都一心一意。如果他曾經有過刻骨銘心的感情經歷，並為此真心付出過，那麼至少可以證明他是個深情，敢於承諾的男人。一個願意為感情破裂分擔部分責任的男人。

第十種，向他傾訴是安全的

他能開誠佈公地與你溝通，他懂得傾聽，知道什麼時候該說話，什麼時候該閉嘴。你不會害怕對他表達，當你和他分享自己的感受與思想時，能覺得安全。良好溝通的基礎是信任，在他面前，你確信不會因為表達內心深層想法而遭受到嘲笑或傷害。這就叫安全感。

第十一種，不會因為朋友而忽略你

他有正常的社交圈，有彼此信賴的好朋友，也重視他們，但他不會為了朋友而把你晾在一邊。他能夠獨立思考和行動，而非唯朋友是從。並且，不需要你耳提面命，他就能清楚掌握女朋友與異性朋友的分界。

原来我曾经能做到十种呢。。。

my friend in UKM....

2009-10-27T14:46:00.003+08:00

i'm really disappointed on...
those who are selfish, bastard!!!
why everyone cant just sharing somethings
which you wont lose with others??
We're your friends...

Just like today....
my 1st paper in final...
it's a tough subject!
when i was succeed to search past year paper..
i was contact everyone in the next seconds!
i wont get any advantage to do this,
but i hope to share with all my friends!
this is me...

However, my friend...
he's damn happy today because..
he said he can score this paper no doubt!
as friend, im really happy and greet him..
but while i knew..
he has the answer for past year paper..
im damn disappointed and angry!!!
I dunno whether you got treat me as your friend anot...
because..
i asked you few days ago,
do you have any notes or tips or past year paper?
then you ANSWERED me...NO, I DUN HAVE!
disappointed...

我以为-品冠

2009-10-09T00:59:00.002+08:00

你曾说不想有天让我知道

你对他有那么好

你说会懂我的失落

不是靠宽容就能够解脱

我以为我出现的时候刚好

你和他正说要分开

我以为你已对他不再期待

不纵容他再给你伤害

我以为我的温柔能给你整个宇宙

我以为我能全力填满你感情的缺口

专情陪在你左右弥补他一切的错

也许我太过天真以为奇迹会发生

我以为终究你会慢慢明白

他的心已不在你身上

我的关心你依然无动于衷

我的以为只是我以为

我以为我的温柔能给你整个宇宙

我以为我能全力填满你感情的缺口

专情陪在你左右你不怕一切的错

也许我太过天真以为奇迹会发生

他让你红了眼眶你却还笑着原谅

原来你早就想好你要留在谁的身旁

我以为我够坚强却一天天的失望

少给我一点希望希望就不是奢望

我以为我的温柔能给你整个宇宙

我以为我能全力填满你感情的缺口

专情陪在你左右弥补他一切的错

也许我太过天真以为奇迹会发生

他让你红了眼眶你却还笑着原谅

原来你早就想好你要留在谁的身旁

我以为我够坚强却输的那么绝望

少给我一点希望希望就不是奢望

这首歌让我回忆起两年前，

还记得我曾经为你付出我一心一意吗？

我没忘，我想你也没忘。。

可惜我并没有回头。。

很抱歉，我没有守着对你的承诺。。

我想我和其他男生都一样糟。。

1st Time

2009-09-08T13:19:00.005+08:00

tis is my 1st time...
sit on d chair, in front of the paper,
and do nth for 1.5hr~~~

tis is my 1st time...
brain is blank till nth cant came out,
and skipped more than 30marks in a paper~~~
*without wrote anything to answer questions*

tis is my 1st time...
i dun have confidence even 0.01%,
and 99.9% tat i'm useless~~~

壳。。

2009-08-24T13:45:00.003+08:00

刚听了个收音机的某某节目。。
探讨两性关系的。。（跟‘性’是没关系的~~~）
这节目让我感触很多。。

可能真的是受伤无数次。。
失败了几次。。
渐渐的。。
也把自己往心里深处埋藏着。。
一次一次的受伤让我的‘壳’，
也逐渐的‘坚硬’了。。

心里的那一暗处，
到底谁可以触碰得到？
谁可以看得到？？
可是我自己也从来不曾开启过。。
那一道门。。。。

在别人面前，
我还是若无其事的开心的笑。。
可谁知道~
我的心还在血泊里。。
从未痊愈过。。

life after fac night

2009-08-20T01:06:00.002+08:00

Boring~~~~~~
Boring~~~~~~~~~
Boring!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
bei tahan liao..very very free leh!!!!
i wanna go out!!!
anyone got plan??
activities??
sing k, watching mv, eat nice food~~~~

after fac night has passed,
i feel like my life is lask of something...
i think im starting love busy life ord!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Unforgettable and unforgivable......

2009-08-17T14:23:00.011+08:00

i tot i'll be nothing cos everything was past...
but it's a wound tat will nvr gone from my memory....
.
it should be a go.od day for me..
but tat night was becomin.g my nightmare forever..
im so disappoin.ted to myself..
felt so sorry t.o everyone...
dreams, hopes and. afforts are spoilt..
i cant forgi.ve myself..
.
i need someone to be my listener~~~~~~
my counsellor....

09/10 fac night

2009-08-15T03:42:00.006+08:00

fac night has past 4hrs ago....
it will be my memorable day in my life!
alt it's not perfect as wat we tot at last~~~~
i cant believe tat a small pblm in PA system..
has broken our fac night!!
the most excited part (dancing slot) was cancelled....
it's disappointed me and mei san..

this fac night we're prepared start from the month of June!
during the preparation,
we're facing many pblm..
such as...
*the price given by hotel was changed
(cos the ppl tat in charge has changed)
*dun have pictures (seniors) when doing the CB book
*last min oli success to get letter for bus
( we had wait for the letter for one and more weeks)
*fekon dun have fund to do tis fac night
(dedication tat i did was worst)
finally i still can solved those matters!
bcos i got a good partner which is my queen!!!
MEI SAN~~~
and all candidates too
(daniel, loong, yean mei, chai loong, leit sar, haur, alice, beng,
kit yen, kim yen, nyet ting, wai kiet, kokkit, yifang, beena, wilson, baoyin, 2kennys)
and my gang~~
theen chuan, si long, keong(help promoting..lolx~)..
...u all doing a very good job ord!
appreciated all ur affort and cooperation..
THANK YOU!!!
and special thanks to our seniors too..haha
Kevin, Peichen, Ban hock, Desmond, Vicky...

alt fac night was past...
but i think our king and queen's jobs will nvr end..
we will gambateh!!!
to succeed our jobs..^^
im happy and appreciate mei san be my partner!
thanks to her..

Attention!!! H1N1

2009-08-12T23:23:00.002+08:00

红色警告今天生效！！！
现在H1N1已经变种成为H3N2，
卫生部也强调烟雾也会使流感加速蔓延。
请大家做安全措施，如果可以请戴上口罩才出门，
请把这个信息传给关心的朋友。。

tiMe to mOve!!!!!!

2009-08-08T01:14:00.002+08:00

it's near 2months i din update my blog ord..
so happy tat im still alive in tis world...lolx~~~

since i bek to ukm on 6th of July...
im fall sick until NOW!!!!
i tot i kena H1N1 ord leh...
but luckily NOT..haha
fever, cough, sore throat, and flu....
u'll feel pity on me if u know my story
during the month of July!!!
haiz...
(shy to tell everyone in blog....hehe)

hey, im preparing an event named fac night..
Mei san (queen) and me are the organizer..
but unfortunately, she fall sick ord....
so i gonna take over everything now......
after listened to a talk which given by TAN LAY KEONG~~
i think it's time to move...
and i can feel it!!
the meaning of a sentence:
~~stressed is desserts, if you know to reverse it~~
i'll try my best to do my jobs!!!
and thanks to everyone that involved in fac night...
my dear friends, seniors, and ex seniors too...
one more person tat im really really appreciate is
our QUEEN~~CHONG MEI SAN..haha
take care yea, hope you get well soon..
and enjoy our activity on tat night!!!

FREE Antivirus???

2009-06-14T21:39:00.003+08:00

anyone needs antivirus programme???
i wanna recommend an antivirus programme to u all..

~TREND MICRO Internet Security 2008~

this antivirus programme quite good d..
includes...

*anti-virus
*anti-spyware
*email safety scan
*protection against rootkits
*proactive intrusion blocking
*anti-spam
*two way firewall
*home network protection
*website authentication
*parental controls
*data theft prevention

and if u need it,
pls tell me wo..

the price???
how much???

haha..depends on our relationship lo..
act it's for 3pcs computers,
i used on my laptop and desktop ord..
now left one more oli..
so got interest then contact me la..
i can free to u d..depend la..lolx~~~

Again.......zzzz

2009-06-08T08:36:00.002+08:00

i think i sot sot liao...
haha..x slp for whole nite again...
i dunno how many times i din slp in ukm ord...

and im so so so excited tat i x slp lo..
(really sot jo rite?? haha)
i wonder tat i can tahan till my PPE exam at 2pm anot tim..
act i think im enuf preparation ord..
(whole nite x slp..almost revise 2times liao..)
perhaps i can do my best in tis subject la..haha..

PPE

2009-06-07T21:16:00.003+08:00

walau e......
i wonder isit PPE lecturer crazy liao or
she thinks we're superman...

how to finish 50qs objectives and
5qs subjectives (10marks 1q)
IN 2HOURS!!!!!

alt i used to finish very fast in exam everytime but..
i dun think i can do it tis time oso lo..==
2mr is PPE paper ord but still x start studying yet!
gonna die liao...wakaka..

My RM50~~~~

2009-06-04T21:54:00.003+08:00

sad...=(
my RM50 was flied away from my wallet!!!!!!!!
so poor during tis 3rd sem ord...
haizzz...so careless!!!!

how i lost it??
i dunno oso lo...so dun ask me...
jt stay 2days in ukm then bad thing happened liao..
really 'hak zai'...

Masalah Setinggan..

2009-05-20T02:01:00.004+08:00

there's another lesson i learn from my kolej..
Kolej Ungku Omar
wat happened??
ytd all senior block are spot-checked
by pengetua and felo-felo...

they wanna check masalah setinggan in room..
so we all kena dah!!! haiz...
senior block is not allow ppl stay more than 1 ppl in a room..
then we all gonna pay RM70 per person
as penalty!!!!
so expensive...zzzz...

i think kuo will earn more than RM5000
jt receive all tat penalties..==

After the programme...

2009-05-17T23:30:00.003+08:00

Act i was forced to attend the programme
(pls refer to older post)
but..i have fun wit all participants during tat programme!!
yes, i meet many new frens there..
esp many malays la..
they're nice and funny too..
many funny things happened la,
such as got ppl stuck outside the room
cos dunno how to opened th door!!!
and got someone sesat in the hotel too!!
funny rite..i cant stop laughing when hear tat..haha

not oli participants but our felos oso very funny!!
esp felo Rama..haha
he's keep shooting me since the programme began last week..
he named me as public speaker
cos owas talking and talking when in meeting or speech..haha
and when we're at cherating..
we owas kidding each other..so funny!!

i learn a lot from the programme..
felos' experiences,
relationship between YDP club and Jaksa...
i wont forget the moment we play volleyball together!
and capturing photos wit felos..

another thing is the food at hotel is ok la for lunch and dinner..
but breakfast really really delicious!!!
we ate for 2rounds!! it costs RM50 above!!
but luckily we all got coupons..hehe..
tat's y can ate as many as we can!!

unfortunately, there's sumtin disappointed me..
i wake up at 6am for two days,
to see the sunrise...
but it wasted my time oli..
cos there's cloudy for tat two days!!!
haizzz...when gonna be my 1st time to see the sunrise leh??

after bek from cherating,
is time for me to move!!!
gonna start doing works such as planning, proposal, meeting...
tis will be a busy sem too...==

Program Induksi KUO

2009-05-13T14:01:00.003+08:00

now is d 1st week for my 3rd sem,
but it's ord damn busy!!!!!!
got 6classes in a week and
time is spent for an activity summore
~~~program induksi kuo~~~
everyday meeting til late night...
2day gonna present my club's activities in front of
all JAKSAs and FELLOs..zz..
it'll be a MEMORABLE presentation.
(sure will be shooted gao gao by them..cham..)

2mr oso a busy day..
a very very busy day!!!!!!
classes start from 9am until 5pm..
then gonna attend the meeting at 5pm too..
tat meeting will end around 12am..
damn busy rite?

after tat,
fri to sun i'll not b here means ukm la..
gonna go cherating, pahang for tis program's camp..
it's like motivation campaign...
cant enjoy langsung at there..
so waste lo..haizzz..

3rd Semester....

2009-05-12T10:17:00.004+08:00

Below is my new sem's timetable..
see wat stupid dekan did again....lolx~~~~

MONDAY
EKONOMI MALAYSIA ~ 9am-12pm

TUESDAY
PERKEMBANGAN PEMIKIRAN EKONOMI
~ 2pm-5pm

WEDNESDAY
PERNIAGAAN MENGIKUT
PERSPEKTIF ISLAM ~ 11am-2pm

THURSDAY
combined all classes from monday to wednesday
~ 9am-5pm

....but d pblm is ekonomi malaysia
and perniagaan mengikut perspektif islam is clash!!!

then i went to dekan asked for help..
u noe wat d officer said???

settle it by urself or ask ur lecturer for help......
zzzzz..
dunno wat can i say liao..

so it's means i got free time from fri to sun..
pls date me if u got any activity,
im so so so boring in ukm now!!
lolx~~~~~~

Everthing Begins NoW!!

2009-05-10T18:57:00.007+08:00

when my 3rd sem begins..
means is time for me to prepare everything!!
tis will be my busy and busy and very busy 3rd sem...
die soon....
i still cant blif tat y i so sui???
i have no experience in tat method,
gonna need many many frens' help..lol
but who will help me leh? haizzz..
everyone oso busy for their own matters..

.
.
.
haizzzzz....fac night really mafan...lol
im so so so pity..
jenny and ys pls help me..haha

holiday.....

2009-05-04T01:05:00.002+08:00

haizzzz......
jt got 3days holiday for me..
after this final,
gonna start my 3rd sem on 11may..
let's play 'gao gao' during my HOLIDAY!!!!
haha..
sing k, party, yamcha, movie, shopping, buffet...
3days for me to enjoy enjoy..yeah!
but dunno enuf time anot..^^

who i really am??

2009-04-24T02:50:00.002+08:00

nobody know who i really am..
i never felt this empty before..
if i wanna need someone to come along,
who's gonna comfort me and
give me strong???

Sick!!!

2009-04-23T16:37:00.002+08:00

y huh??
owas fall sick during exam weeks d wo..
perhaps it wont influence me in exam la..
all the best to everyone who's in exam!!!
gambateh lo..my dear frens..

bek hometown

2009-04-20T12:34:00.003+08:00

i love my hometown..
now oli i noticed about tat...

yup..bek to hometown is better
rather than stay at ukm..
wat will happen in next sem??
i really cant imagine..
mayb it'll be the worst part of my life..

to: my hometown frens,
i'm waiting for u all a long period!!!
let's have our party!!!
lol..alt now is my exam week..^^

MCKUO-BBQ

2009-04-16T01:15:00.008+08:00

this is our mckuo(musical club)'s activity,
MALAM MENGENANG BUDI..
but it's seem didn't mengenang langsung!! lol..
bcos..

it's flare up by me!! haha..me so geng rite??
*learn a lot everytime BBQ at hometown..lol*

started BBQing..

these 3 AJK helping a lot to prepare this BBQ!!

act gals jt noe eating and eating..haha
we tot they'll help a lot when preparing all stuff,
but it's not..lol

bungkus some satay from kajang!!
so smart rite? hehe..but tat one is not my idea..

this senior really very very good!!
bcos he helps us BBQing all chicken wings!!
if he's not there tat day..sure we cant finish BBQing all chicken wings!!
we buy 100 pieces of chicken wings,
and finished by around 20ppl there..lol
damn crazy..haha

the new AJKs for committee MCKUO..
so many gals rite?? all pretty rite?? lol...

those are our OLD AJKs..haha..
not so closed wit them..hehe

me and fat angel..my coursemate..haha
owas capturing photo!!
everyday oso keep taking photos wit everyone..lol

d white shirt is my direct senior,
oso was MCKUO's president 07/08..
nice ppl but owas talk rude to us..
tak boleh tahan him..haha

they're our MCKUO's ex ex and ex AJKs..haha
so old ord..some of them are 4th year too..
really very old rite??

at the last moment,
we gonna finished all food there..cham..
cos we bought too many liao!! haha..
tot got 40ppl but jt 20ppl attended..

so happy at tat momet..really..
it's the day before i know sumtin..

my dear friends

2009-04-14T23:16:00.003+08:00

too many things happened in this semester..
almost all are bad things..
it's making me moody started from d beginning..
isit everyone think tat im so weak??
can bully me so easily??

act im not as stupid as wat u all thought!
i know many things..
sory tat im cheating u all cos i owas act blur blur..
but i never tell u all..
bcos im still trust on u all, my dear frens..
if d others ask me tat,
will u angry on wat they're doing on u?
the answer is NO!!!!

i'll forgive anything tat they're done to me..
alt im felt getting hurt..

厚黑就是智慧

2009-04-13T06:03:00.004+08:00

凡事留有余地
明哲方能保身
防范未然
避免与别人正面冲突
给人留面子
多听少说
举手之劳，多做一点
付出终有收获
做人要干脆
借光照自己
随机应变
糊涂显智慧

厚黑不一定会站在道德的对立面。
小者可说是人际关系的润滑剂。
大者则可以是成家立业的法宝。
但究竟厚黑之道所攀附的是成功与处世之道，
而不是仁义道德本身。
仁义道德在厚黑面前是手段而非目的。

【脸厚心黑】也；
厚者：脸皮厚也；
黑者：黑心，黑肠，黑肝肺是了。
详言之，喜怒哀乐的表情都不形於色，
就叫做【厚】，一旦发泄出来而无所顾忌就叫做【黑】。
【黑】者目光不短浅，没有不必要的同情心。
不计代价，全神灌注在目标上。
此外，【黑】者还要有胆量面对失败，
与不怕跌倒之勇气。
厚黑者，顾名思义也就是要会做人，
会做好人，看似坏人，又似好人，
好坏的权衡，乃在厚黑之道的运用。

STUPID DEKAN!!!

2009-04-08T15:44:00.002+08:00

they extend the units of
tesis and latihan industri!!!!
it's for our own good??
it's cheat la!!!!!!
tesis extend from 4units to 6units..(tat's good la)
but latihan industri........
4units to 8units! and gonna take it in long semester!!!!

we're gonna die when 3rd year! T.T
3rd year 1st sem gonna takes around 18units..
wit tesis..
so isit dekan wanna us to b crazy in tat sem???
so stupid lo!!!
and wat're they said..
economics is MINIMUM 3years to graduate,
so u can study until 7 or 8 semesters..
so sot sot d..
who hope to study here for more longer leh!!
for me, sure NO!!!!!!

One more thing,
we have 12units are kursus elektif..
Now bcum 6units ord!
cos they extend the units for
tesis and latihan industri..
*our seniors got 25units kursus elektif lo!*

DiStaNcE

2009-04-07T20:31:00.004+08:00

wat do u think about
the distance between people??
i means the distance between hearts of us..

somebody will try to closer wit someone,
but there's oso got somebody
is trying to get 'farer' from someone..

the more closer wit someone,
the limitation tat they're given is bigger..
then d more pblms will occur..
so isit we shouldn't try to reduce
the distance between people??

im owas b friendly all the time..
and owas make frens too..
as wat i say jt now,
there's been a distance between us!!
so dun think we're close and very friend,
then u can do anything..
without thinking about others' feeling!

even my best frens,
we still got distance too..
tat's human's rules in life!

wat can we do??
if u're trying to closer to someone,
but he/she is keeping one's distance..
isit we just can b fren??

Lucky Draw!!

2009-04-03T10:43:00.005+08:00

The most favourite original song by

popular public demand and the vocalist/composer are

1st
is Louis!!
2nd
3rd
The 20 lucky sms voters handphone number are as follows:

0168655118
0125112934
0173183116
0179010640
0177010622
0166701933
0129383922
0177488068
0166327027
0125879995
0172345714
0128888861
0129510093
0195163337
0166373330
0168668308
0194267968
0129368555
0198165272
0169090757

That MC read my hp number as
0172348714

but still can get it from the organizer la!
lolx...

UKM stand for??

2009-04-02T21:46:00.004+08:00

UKM stand for wat??
wat's ur opinion??
Universiti Kemelayuan Malaysia?
Nope, i dun think so..cos got a lot chinese here..

then Universiti Kapitalis Malaysia?
WHICH IDIOT SAY TAT!

Universiti Kelapangan Malaysia??
DUN HAVE TIME TO BEK HOME OSO! TIPU!!

Universiti Kiamat Malaysia?
I'm agree with tat,
my world is going to end since i came into UKM..

but i more prefer to..

Universiti KANASAI Malaysia!!
This University really SHIT!!!!!!

I'm going to scold my frens ord..
WHO SAY UNIVERSITY LIFE IS ENJOYING?!!
All cheat meeeeeeeee..
esp. TAN WEN HAN=AH MUK

How ar?
i feel hard to pass my life here..
wat should i gonna do??
isit better i tarik diri from UKM??
wat's ur opinion????
but i think everyone sure will advise me to stay..
jt simply wanna release my feeling..

喜欢独处的我

2009-04-01T17:39:00.001+08:00

优雅的天平在灯红酒绿中微笑转身，顾盼神采，洒脱如同水中的鱼。他们与红酒，水晶杯，晚礼服，钢琴曲是那么的相得益彰，漫不经意的吸引着公众的眼光……

几乎所有人都有这样一种印象：
天平座的人善意、可亲，爱交朋友。于是大家也由此认为天平是群居生物，必然是害怕独处，喜欢热闹的。
但，事实并不是表面看来那样简单。
的确，天平是个和平使者。在公众场合可以很好地调节气氛使之均衡。气氛热烈时，他们会沉静的压住阵脚；气氛冷凝时，他们会运用不着痕迹的轻松幽默化解坚冰。总之他们不会随波逐流去助长气氛的冷热，而是像用天平称量物品一样，加减砝码，使之维持水平状态。
而他们在做这种加减的时候，动作是优雅的，态度是和悦的，看起来漫不经心不动声色。实际上，他们是很有心计的人，尽管众口难调，也可以找到一种万全的方式来使全局和谐起来。
但是这并不是说他们喜欢主宰，只是因为他们看不得失衡，那会使他们如坐针毡。
因此，尽管慵懒的天平座讨厌麻烦，讨厌得要命，他们还是会不由自主地担负起调节的责任。也许正因如此，使得天平在公众场合从未放松过自己。性格使他们承担了不必要的责任，无可推卸。
他们不吝惜金钱，却吝惜自由的时间和安静的休闲时光。像所有风向星座一样，他们喜欢自由，喜欢像风一样谁也捉不住他。
他们喜欢自在独立的空间。就算你是他最好的朋友，也不要老和他粘在一起，你要知道他并不喜欢如此，尽管他不会直接说出来。你也得相信，你的天平座朋友也许半年也没有音信，但是只要一见面，你还是他最好的朋友。因为他就是这种交友方式，你拿他怎么办？
'我懒得……'
这是天平座的口头语。他们懒得出门，懒得聚会，懒得应酬……所以他们并不是很喜欢参加party。倒是宁愿呆在家里上网，看书，画画。他们自身是均衡的，一个人的均衡总比一群人的均衡来的容易。所以他们喜欢独处。
通常，天平座的人会给人一见如故的感觉，因为他们有着温婉的微笑和优雅的举止。对初次见面的人，天平座往往表现出自己最讨人喜欢的一面：善解人意，大方，诚恳，健谈。但是这种热情劲儿不会长久。冷漠何时到来取决于你与他交往的频率。你越是粘得紧，他就冷得越快。因为他们喜欢'君子之交清淡如水'。不是他们不喜欢同伴，而是他们和人交往更多地关注了对方的情绪，总想着照顾对方心情，不要发生冲突，所以感觉像是在工作一样，无法真正的放松。
较之对宫白羊座，天平是另一种独立的个体。白羊是一种外在的独立，内心是热的；天平则是表面看似亲和力很强，内心却是任谁也无法融入的。天平的冷静，连他们自己也觉得惊讶。'我居然如此冷漠！太不可思议了……'他们审视自己的时候，感觉有点陌生。那是因为他们把内心世界掩饰得连自己都骗过了。
他们控制情绪的能力太强了。最亲近的人会感觉到，天平给人不露声色的隔离感，有时会被埋怨'太冷静了，我都不知道你在想什么！'
可是他们不是故意要隐瞒什么，只是出于本能。一个连自己都骗过了的人，你还能要求他对你坦白什么？
他们不喜欢歇斯底里，不喜欢痛哭失声，不喜欢安慰别人也不怎么喜欢被安慰。因为他们懂得，谁也无法真正理解另一个人。
天平，其实是很独立的一个星座。他们在霓虹灯影里微笑，在灯火阑珊处寂寞。他们叫你懂得：孤独的最高境界是繁华。

女生男生

2009-04-01T11:31:00.000+08:00

女生的心
常常因為你的小體貼而感動,
如果你一直對我好,我可能就會喜歡你.
女生的感情很豐富,
喜歡你的我,會毫不保留的付出,
天真的認為有天你就會懂.
女生的心很容易受傷,
所以我不輕易說出口,假如期望落空了.
傷心難過很不好受.
女生的心很倔強,
總希望你先說,如果你也猶豫不決,
或許我們就這樣錯過,
再來後悔為何當初不說.

男生的心
男生的心很脆弱,
常常因為妳的小動作而心碎,
如果妳一直若即若離, 我怎麼敢喜歡妳.
男生的心思很細密,
喜歡妳的我, 會不計一切的付出,
單純的以為妳會懂得珍惜.
男生的R很不容易說出口,
因為一旦說出口, 或許再也沒有或許了,
彼此悲傷見面真的很不好受.
男生的心很懦弱,
總怕傷心而緊閉雙唇,
或許一打開雙唇盡吐心語後,
就會後悔當初為何不乖乖沉靜在那片刻的幸福中...

Thanks to Everyone!!

2009-03-27T04:42:00.004+08:00

Haha..Thanks to everyone that was helping us
in voting for ju yee last day..
1103votes!!! = RM716.95
but the 1st prize oli get RM300 adidas merchandizes..=.=
but, it's really a wonderful night for everyone!!
Hope Louis is enjoying oso last day..lol

Every singer in New Tune is really expert and talented!!
I'm enjoying listen to their songs,
hope there'll be an another performance or concert soon
haha..

For the others that supported her performance last day,
really thankful..
Although we didn't win the prizes
but I hope you all are enjoying and,
excited in the performance too!!

*thanks to uo's frens and seniors,
fekon students and seniors too,
and my hometown frens!!!*

Summer Snow 夏之雪

2009-03-24T02:57:00.011+08:00

Come and support New Tune Live Performance,
at DECTAR UKM, 26th March, 730pm.

Every vote counts.
Vote for your friends so they will win!
20 lucky voters will receive adidas merchandize and other prizes.

Log on www.livemusic.my to view louis(茹意)'s profile
and listen to her song~SNOW(雪)

FEP 1st year student..
Kolej Ungku Omar, UKM.
her voting code: bid 13

HOW TO VOTE:
1) go to write message
2) key in: bid 13
3) send to 33228
*1sms=1point=RM0.50

start voting from 23th-26th March.
Thanks for your support!!!

雪

一个人独自在街头上徘徊

漫天的雪突然像雨降下来

温柔的夜已不复存在就像你已经离开我给你的爱

冰凉的微风正迎面吹来心里的世界却一片黑白

茫然的我依然在期待失去的爱却又怎么能找回来

寒冷的气候怎么我也不能感受

是否心里的痛比起一切都不算什么

想爱怎么你不说什么就这样走开

离开难道所有的从前你已放得开

你突然走了就这样走了你叫我怎么想得开

心里的寒冬比窗外的雪更冰冻

想爱怎么你不说什么就这样走开

离开难道所有的从前你已放得开

你突然走了就这样走了你叫我怎么想得开

心里的寒冬比窗外的雪更冰冻

ukm life

2009-03-17T18:49:00.002+08:00

Im start getting boring of my life here..
Why i chose to study at UKM??
Isit a wrong decision tat i make?
mayb..
im enjoy to b alone while doing anything recently..
while eating..
while doing assignments..
while studying..
it's an another wonderful feeling when
there's no anyone around you..
quiet, peace, and calmness..
try it while you got that chance yea!!

got a lot things i plan before,
but never be done..
so i think i'll spend more time in those things..
better than owas spent time on assgm and tutorials!!
do something tat i love..
i tot i gain a lot in UKM,
but in facts, i lose a lot at the same time too..
lose is more than wat i gained..

i nid counselling!!! anyone can help me??

KoReaN's 0raL tEst!!

2009-02-26T16:50:00.006+08:00

rili very nervous when i was introduced myself
b using korean language!!
it's bcos i din enuf prepared yet..(ytd oli did all sentences!)

Below are d sentences i had been used in my test:

1) 안영하십니까? ~how are you?
2) 제 이름은 LIM SOON TECK입니다. ~my name is LIM SOON TECK.
3) 제 스물한 살입니다. ~i'm 21years old.
4) 저는 말레이시아 사람입니다. ~i'm malaysian.
5) 저는 집은 SELANGOR에있습니다. ~i live at SELANGOR.
6) 저는 UKM대학교 학생입니다. ~i'm ukm student.
7) 경제학일 공부합니다. ~i'm taking economics.
8) 지금 한국어를 공부합니다. ~i learn korean now.
9) 저는 한국어 교실에 화요일과목요일있습니다.
~i have korean classes on tuesday and thursday.
10)한국어 아주 재미있습니다. ~korean is interesting.
11)가족은 오 사람입니다. ~i have 5family members.
12)저는 이 동생있습니다. ~i have 2sisters.
13)제 취미는 운동입니다. ~my hobby is sports.
14)제 야망이 선생님입니다. ~my ambition is teacher.
15)저는 단일입니다. ~i'm single.

act not all sentences are right..
our lecturer din check it b4!!!
if got sumtin wrong in tat, pls tel me yea..thanks..
haha..
gonna study hard for korean after tis liao!!
cant relax myself anymore..T.T

the FUNNY things in johor's trip

2009-02-24T02:34:00.005+08:00

we were on d way bek ukm..^^ *so handsome rite?..haha*

see wat was tis guy doing?? =.=

we saw a died fish in johor's zoo!!
*d janitor rili lazy lo*

see clearly, wat's tat baby doing?!
Beng stil can relax like tat..-.-"

haha..act we din gambling la..
(will u blif me?? hehe)

wat a sexy 's' pose!!! how we took tis picture??
thanks to kebe cos she taught us how to open d door..^^
*if let si long see tis picture, u'll see my photo in newspaper 2mr*

2nd Day at Johor

2009-02-23T15:07:00.008+08:00

in the morning, we were went to eat dim sam..
fetched by angel's sister..(rili scare if angel driving..lol)
tat breakfast was free!!
cos angel's father treat us..haiz
(u noe la, i dislike ppl treat me except lobak n muk la..haha)
*im quite a good guy rite?? lol*

after breakfast, we 3ppl (me, theen chuan*another tc* n kebe)
were went to beng's hse bainian!!
haha..we jt went 1ppl's hse bainian at johor oli..
then next station was city square..shopping again!
quite sienzzz for me la..hehe
we had our lunch at kimgary..

finally, shopping time was ended..
then they (angel, silong, beng) were bring us to another station..
they were d organizers of tis trip!!
d station was JOHOR' ZOO..

after jalan-jalan in zoo, we went for our dinner..
in a small restaurant but beng said d dishes very delicious wo!
(act is his frens said..)
it's rili very very cheap but x so delicious la..
6ppl jt cost RM64!!! (got 5dishes leh..)

then d most funny n excited moment was coming!!
we were went to Danga Bay at nite..(around 10sumtin like tat)
it's DAMN TIRED!!! got 6ppl in d 'car' but oli 4ppl bicycling..=.=

1st day at Johor

2009-02-10T00:35:00.007+08:00

It's quite far our journey to johor..

within 4hours we had reached Skudai..(si long's hometown)
we reached there at 330pm..
the train to seremban spent RM4.++
(i forgot d actual price ord..lol)
and d bus to johor is RM26!!!

si long was bring us to eat the nice food as our lunch..
*so hungry at d moment!!!*
ate gon lou mee..very delicious!!!
got "di ka~pig's leg" but i din order cos i dislike it..
we oso ate "tong shui", si long treat us..bcos..
he was late to pick us at bus stop!!!
late 20mins..(he keep said on d way liao =.=)

after tat we went to meet d others(angel & beng)
at tebrau city..d biggest jusco in malaysia!
but jt normal for us la..haha
and we had found our hotel near tebrau city..
called "fully house hotel"..a nice hotel i think..haha
2 nights oli RM170 for 3persons..
but beside it got a pub, very noisy at nite!! cant slp..@@
on its' left hand side got bak ku teh oso..(x nice..dun go there)

after check in and settled all the stuff in hotel..
our programme was began..(they plan for us..lol)
we had our dinner at "wei cheng buffet steamboat" beside carrefour!!
however we oli bbq but x steamboat..
bcos d soup cant b boiled!!!
we ate a lot there until we had to return bek d food!!
d ppl who had to do tis job was me!!!!!!!!
quite dangerous if let d counter knew it..
cos nid paid for d food tat cant b finished..
i had went for 4rounds but nobody knew..so smart rite^^

our stomach were very very full!!
and then we went for d movie "Pink Panther 2" at tebrau city
a very funny and ong ong movie..haha
after movie, we had bek to hotel..
gambling in our room!!!
lol..i had won RM10 at tat nite..
tat nite i oli slp after 3am i think cos..
very noisy...T.T

dun have a lot pictures here cos forgot to take tat day..

tis was found in beng's car..
it's a mistake tat beng lets kebe knew abt it..
she was kept playing tis doll!!! lol

Libra(my horoscope)

2009-02-05T18:54:00.006+08:00

Libra is the only inanimate sign of the zodiac, all the others representing either humans or animals. Many modern astrologers regard it as the most desirable of zodiacal types because it represents the zenith of the year, the high point of the seasons, when the harvest of all the hard work of the spring is reaped. There is a mellowness and sense of relaxation in the air as mankind enjoys the last of the summer sun and the fruits of his toil. Librans too are among the most civilized of the twelve zodiacal characters and are often good looking. They have elegance, charm and good taste, are naturally kind, very gentle, and lovers of beauty, harmony (both in music and social living) and the pleasures that these bring.
*are u believe it? haha..*

They have good critical faculty and are able to stand back and look impartially at matters which call for an impartial judgment to be made on them. But they do not tolerate argument from anyone who challenges their opinions, for once they have reached a conclusion, its truth seems to them self-evident; and among their faults is an impatience of criticism and a greed for approval. But their characters are on the whole balanced, diplomatic and even tempered.
*yaya..tat's true, so rmbr dun challenges me yea..lol*

Librans are sensitive to the needs of others and have the gift, sometimes to an almost psychic extent, of understanding the emotional needs of their companions and meeting them with their own innate optimism - they are the kind of people of whom it is said, "They always make you feel better for having been with them." They are very social human beings. They loathe cruelty, viciousness and vulgarity and detest conflict between people, so they do their best to cooperate and compromise with everyone around them, and their ideal for their own circle and for society as a whole is unity.

Their cast of mind is artistic rather than intellectual, though they are usually too moderate and well balanced to be avant garde in any artistic endeavor. They have good perception and observation and their critical ability, with which they are able to view their own efforts as well as those of others, gives their work integrity.

In their personal relationships they show understanding of the other person's point of view, trying to resolve any differences by compromise, and are often willing to allow claims against themselves to be settled to their own disadvantage rather than spoil a relationship. They like the opposite sex to the extent of promiscuity sometimes, and may indulge in romanticism bordering on sentimentality.
Their marriages, however, stand a good chance of success because they are frequently the union of "true minds". The Libran's continuing kindness toward his or her partner mollifies any hurt the latter may feel if the two have had a tiff. Nor can the Libran's spouse often complain that he or she is not understood, for the Libran is usually the most empathetic of all the zodiacal types and the most ready to tolerate the beloved's failings.
*i disagree wit tat..act i dunno..lol*

The negative Libran character may show frivolity, flirtatiousness and shallowness. It can be changeable and indecisive, impatient of routine, colorlessly conventional and timid, easygoing to the point of inertia, seldom angry when circumstances demand a show of annoyance at least; and yet Librans can shock everyone around them with sudden storms of rage. Their love of pleasure may lead them into extravagance; Libran men can degenerate into reckless gamblers, and Libran women extravagant, jealous and careless about money sometimes squander their wealth and talents in their overenthusiasm for causes which they espouse. Both sexes can become great gossipers. A characteristic of the type is an insatiable curiosity that tempts them to enquire into every social scandal in their circle.
*so horrible..*

In their work the description "lazy Libra" which is sometimes given is actually more alliterative than true. Librans can be surprisingly energetic, though it is true that they dislike coarse, dirty work. Although some are modestly content, others are extremely ambitious. With their dislike of extremes they make good diplomats but perhaps poor party politicians, for they are moderate in their opinions and able to see other points of view. They can succeed as administrators, lawyers (they have a strong sense of justice, which cynics might say could handicap them in a legal career), antique dealers, civil servants and bankers, for they are trustworthy in handling other people's money. Some Librans are gifted in fashion designing or in devising new cosmetics; others may find success as artists, composers, critics, writers, interior decorators, welfare workers or valuers, and they have an ability in the management of all sorts of public entertainment. Some work philanthropically for humanity with great self-disciple and significant results. Libran financiers sometimes make good speculators, for they have the optimism and ability to recover from financial crashes.
*tat's true..im very very lazy..haha*

Sorry..

2009-02-05T18:18:00.004+08:00

im sorry..
i din do well in econ's dedication..
last time i was focused on mckuo's dedication,
until i dun have given efforts on d econ's dedication..
wat's a rubbish dedication i have done??!!
now i feel so remorse for it!!
for those who are helping n supportting me,
im appologized..
bcos i din forced myself to do d dedication
as active as mckuo's dedication..

isit i dun like to do econ's activities??
i dunno..
sometimes i will felt tired 2think abt it..
honestly i hate 2be d king of fac of economics..
bcos i dislike 2be a leader..
nid to make a lot decisions..
nid to dicuss a lot..(wasted time..)
nid to think d ideas too..
i had make a wrong decision!!
wat i means is..
i took d dedication's presiden position in mckuo..
i should noe tis situation wil be happened..
it's really happened!
felt stressed and a lot pressures now..
im moody recently..
mayb bcos d valentine's day is coming soon..

天秤座-荆棘鸟

2009-01-20T11:32:00.009+08:00

传说里，有一种鸟儿，自出生起，一直流浪飞翔，不停。它从来不歌唱，天空任何一个角落，都留下它流浪的足迹。直到看到它心属的荆棘，才会落脚，将自己的胸脯插入荆棘里，自流出鲜血的嘴里，唱出一生最动听的歌曲，直至死亡。

其实十二星座里，天秤的灵魂就像荆棘鸟。

　　“朋友满天下，知己无一人。”就是天秤最佳写照。

　　聚会里，天秤不会是最光彩照目的那一个，她会笑着看众人喧嚣，微笑以对。但是冷场的时候，出来活跃气氛的，绝对是天秤。

　　每一个朋友里，都有天秤用心对待的一部分，却不是全部。面具重重地盖在脸上，天秤小心翼翼地将自己的真心，分给朋友，不会只给一人。因为天秤承担不起背叛。如果把真心给一个人，承受的背叛，将是没顶之灾。

　　所以，真正陷入爱情的天秤，是悲哀的。爱上，就代表，把自己的弱点，都交予了一人。

天秤就是这样。每个朋友有他留下的友情，却无法让他不安的灵魂落脚，他总是一直在默默流浪寻觅，那属于自己的荆棘，属于自己的落脚之地。

　　当天秤寻到的时候，宁可荆棘刺穿自己的胸脯，他也会很认真地歌唱，把生命交予，在所不惜。

　　未真爱上的天秤，眼泪是为朋友而流的。不会在朋友面前流，坚强、微笑地安慰着不幸的朋友，一直到朋友转身，背地而流。

　　君子之交淡如水。天秤对每个人的好，换来的是一些不懂天秤的不屑。当那些误以为自己只是点头之交的朋友，获得幸福的时候，有些人会忘记天秤给予的友谊。天秤只会在那些朋友的背后，淡淡微笑着祝福，就算那些朋友离开了，也不会责备。

　　天秤隐忍，为朋友所伤，在心里，却依然能微笑如故。直到朋友越来越不把天秤放在心上的时候，天秤的真心，被伤得鲜血淋漓的时候，天秤会很优雅地说声：再见，一定要珍重。然后平静离开那个，伤害自己太深的朋友。

　　于是，这些不了解天秤的人，坏脾气地指责天秤绝决，不重视友谊。其实他们自己没有反省，自己伤天秤更深。

　　其实，友谊上没有谁对谁错。天秤只是脾气太好，容易把周身的人，都宠成坏脾气。

天秤喜欢黑夜，因为黑夜是他最好的盔甲，阳光下只能见到他隐忍的微笑，只有月亮才看得到他隐忍了一天的悲伤。

　　所以，天秤积压在心底的伤口，靠着他一个人砥，很累很累，直到他找到心属的荆棘这时，小心翼翼地接近。

　　天秤其实不是流连花从的花蝴蝶，只是一直在寻找落脚的归属，一个让他伤得太重时，容他砥伤的避风港。天秤不会将一切困难心事都向避风港哭诉，只是等着悲伤过后，才装作不满地样子，跟着挚爱撒娇，说着一些无关乎悲伤之事。

　　如果天秤找到了真爱，他同样不会在最爱的人面前哭泣。但是他的眼泪从此不再留给朋友，只为挚爱而流泪。

　　那些关乎友谊的悲哀，关乎爱情的伤，他会隐忍，直至最后不能承载，彻底信任你的时候，向你倾诉。

不要怪天秤的淡然。天秤只是为了保护自己太重。真爱你的时候，会慢慢向你畅开心怀，但是不要太急。

　　天秤的心灵就像是含羞草，慢慢绽开枝叶，受不得一点点惊吓，如果在未全开放之时，就伤害天秤的心，那天秤的心从此闭得更紧。

　　不要怪天秤不把心事告诉你。天秤的心事，自己承受，是为了不让挚爱担心，但是天秤的眼底，容易让挚爱看穿，那不要追问。只需要将天秤轻轻拥抱，就是最好的安慰与容纳。

　　天秤同样喜欢朋友，但是朋友给不了天秤，劳累的归属。如果你与天秤确定了关系，就成为他的避风港，不需要逼问，不需要强迫，只需天秤的悲哀，承担不起之时，给他一个避风港，就替他承担了所有的悲哀。

　　真爱天秤，就承担起属于天秤的悲哀。如果一味地埋怨他流连花从中，指责他，实属无辜。如果真这样，请你自问一下：你给天秤的安全感，够了吗？他的悲哀，你都能承担吗？

　　如果你无法容纳这样的天秤，无法承载关于天秤的悲哀，请你一定要坚决地回绝天秤，远离天秤，如果你宽容天秤，反而让一味自以为是对人好的天秤，更深地依赖你，当你实在承载不起这种悲哀之时，天秤受的伤，将会毁了整个天秤。

　　真正被毁掉的天秤，你见过吗？对爱情不再期望，对人不再信任，剩下的，只是对爱情的嘲弄，以及，一个真正的花心冷血之辈，诞生。

　　如果你无法这样承担天秤的悲哀，为友情而争风吃醋。请你远离天秤。

McKUO Valentine's Dedication!!

2009-01-19T01:20:00.007+08:00

huhu..mckuo dedication is starting on monday!!
act all the products are came out from me and
chai cheng..(friend's gf)
she's our ajk of design and packaging!!
i was used autocracy to decide wat products we'll gonna sell..
(although d others ajk got a lot ideas..lol)
cos it'll take a lot of time 2discuss abt the products..
so they(ajk) jt nid give their ideas on design and packaging!!
save more time ma..haha

our products got bookmark, shell, flowers, and cup..

y it is terbalik? dun ask me..lol
mayb got sum problem when upload the photo gua..
tis bookmark very special cos..
the sender wil received 1of it and receiver wil get another 1!!
it's so cute..(act got 4kind of bookmarks..it jt a sampel)

tis 1 is set2 product..
isit seems so simple?
but it costs RM2.50!!
cos d shell costs RM1.00!!!!!
so so so expensive rite? lol

it's handmade flowers!!
so different wit my handmade flowers..haha
more simple, more cheaper, more faster!!!
next time i'll do it for jenny and ys d..lol
jt costs RM3.00 for 6bud of flowers..
very cheap rite?

a mickey couple's cups!!
the design is quite simple..
cos we think tat i wont b "sellable"..haha
d cups are costs RM2.5o and
we jt sell it for RM3.50..
jt earn a little bit..

u know hw i take tis photo??
by webcam!! lol
so siao..
tis catalogue we din spent a lot time to do it..
cos we are rushed in time ord!!
meeting gonna start tat moment..haha

cmc, are u sure u dun wan the products??
i'll buy all sets for jenny and ys o..
isit u wan to save my money??
haha..lol

My 1st Note

2009-01-16T02:50:00.006+08:00

This is my 1st time 2do note in ukm..
(never do note since form6 leh!)
Is time 2wake up myself from daydreaming..
I should take accountability on last sem results!!
What a bad start for my life in ukm..haiz..
This sem i'll not ponteng any classes and will do tutorials too..
I promise to myself..
(if you dun believe, let's check it out my 2nd sem results! lol)

Tat note is my korean language's note..
When i was doing d note, i found out tat our class has finished the basic korean ord..
and oso has learnt 68 words(vocabulary)!!!
In the other hand..
Tat's means i have to memorize all tat vocabulay!! cham..
I'll continue my efforts..

*p/s: i have updated my post(11~18th Jan)*

11-18th Jan

2009-01-13T01:24:00.009+08:00

Haiz..Really hard to pass this week..
Got a lot things must b settled in tis week!!!
Act almost all frens noe tat i dislike to do works d..
(haha..is lazy too..)
Everything has been changed since i cum into ukm!
My life is getting busy n busy here..
Sometimes i'll ask myself, why must i involved or
took accountabilities in those matters?
voted to be d king of faculty of economics and
presiden for mckuo's dedication
*mckuo stand for musical club kolej ungku omar*
Felt moody when im thinking of it..
bt i have promised to myself and my seniors too
to do my jobs..as the best as i can! Im trying nw la..

This week i have to complete d valentine's dedication
of mckuo and economics,
oso work as waiter in the makan malam of pap(pesta ang pau),
stall keeper for pameran in carnival pap too..
The preparation of 2dedications is in the process lo..
Products, packages, materials, stuff..I decided ord..
However i still haven't prepare d catalogues, themes, and money oso..
(must collect money to buy materials ma..lol)
All products are DIY by ourselves..very nice d!!
(i got contributed some good ideas o..lol)

11st~~~
At morning i was went to dectar for helping my pap department..
is exhibition!! reached there around 10am..
(so early i woke up leh! lol..)
Act i was very very lazy to go there but my commates were forced me lo..
We jt stay there til 2pm then "run away" liao..lol
And we had our lunch again at happy happy cafe!!!
ate loh mee..hehe..
It's quite delicious, different with my hometown's loh mee..
got prawn taste in d soap!!
After lunch time, i was started 2do my jobs liao.
find materials and stuff at kajang..haiz
When we were finish "shopping", it's already 6pm!!!
U know la, guy is lazy to jalan jalan d..(very tired..)
Long time didn't ate satay so we went 2d restaurant..
(cmc n ys stil remember tat restaurant?)
We bek 2ukm by bus..
so hate it cos nid wait for a long period!!
Omg! I was bek 2my room at 930pm..
almost 12hrs i went out 2day!!
It's d moment my body began weak and felt not well(headache!!)..
cos i din drink a lot water for whole day trip(forgot 2bring bottle)..

14th~~~
stil din recover yet..I was stil suffer from headache!!
I got a class at 2-4pm..prinsip perakaunan..
She is a good lecturer, tat's y i can keep 'conscious' in d class..lol
(act i cant slp la..headache!!)
After tis class, i was went to kajang again 2buy d materials n stuff..
See, where got a presiden will do all tat by himself d!
Im too good liao..haha
Unfortunately, d good presiden was fall sick after bek 2his hostel!
haiz..fever pulak! Luckily, my roommate got medicine..

15th~~~
the mckuo's dedication is in process ord..
2nite i had arranged a meeting at 1030pm..
(2day 5pm oli we informed our members..lol)
Everytime we having meeting, i'll nervous!!
cos nid speak in english..(my level is normal oli..dun laugh at me yea..)
However all d members are chinese, then y must i speak in english?!
cos our ajk board got a Indonesian!!
In d meeting we're decided what wil be sold in our dedication,
the prices, catalogue, expired date for orders..
I'll buy each items for jenny and ys d..lol
(do u wan tat too, cmc?)
*stil suffer from headache..not recover yet..*

18th~~
Feel so good when im recovered ord..lol
2day i have a meeting at 11pm..
tis meeting is the starting point for mckuo dedication!!
is quite busy from evening..
(cos 4pm oli we start doing our jobs..so lazy rite?)
in the meeting, we pass d catalogues 2every members..
include our ajk too la..
and explain 2them wat special for each products!!
b4 we dismiss, we all have 2learn hw 2make the paper flower..lol
but ajk din participated it la..
we'll learn it when our next ajk meeting..haha
*got chance i'll make it for jenny and ys too..*

KoReaN cLaSS..^^

2009-01-08T16:01:00.000+08:00

Today so hairan tat i can woke up at 930am!! Ytd was
busy playing cs(counter strike) with a fren..
til 430am!!! Tat's so terrible right? *lol..cos im soon teck(tomato) ma..*
After woke up, i went out with my frens or coursemates to kajang
by fren's car..have our breakfast at happy happy cafe!!
ate kuey teow..=.=

Then we're straight went to fakulti bahasa dan lingustik
(dunno hw to spell in english)
to attend our class~~korean class..lol
This language really very nice!!! So funny when we all act as
kids in kindergarden or standard 1 in primary school..
We had to follow the lecturer(called Han Jian Hee) to spell every words
and doing exercises for each words..haha

Act korean language oso got alphabet itself..named hangul..
Hangul divides into 2parts~vowel and consonant.
There are basically got 21 vowels and 19 consonants!! (stil got a lot have 2rmbr..cham)
We oso learn the writing rules..now i know how to write korean liao!!
I got a name in korean lo..lol..(but i dunno how to write my last name la~teck~)
The new words i had learn in the class such as
banana, milk, spider, a basket..(next time i can show off in front of u all liao..haha)
I really like this language but unfortunately..
we'll have our 1st test next tues!! SO GENG GENG!!

Before i finish this blog, i wan thanks to jenny!!
Ytd she was bought me takodao and fried tau fu..very delicious!
To jenny: thank you yea..and help me greet ur bf too..
nice to meet him(act cant see his face clearly cos at night)..so leng zai..

A busy day!! Tuesday..

2009-01-06T23:19:00.000+08:00

Omg!! Today really make me felt wanna "pengsan"..
Got 4 classes!!! 8am, 12pm, 2pm, and 8pm.
Tat's really crazy and stupid!
Dunno how can my pusat arrange those timetable 4us..=.=

Mikro1-mon 8am
Prinsip Perakaunan-tues 8am and wed 2pm
Statistik-fri 8am
Prinsip Ekonomi Islam-tues 8pm
Bahasa Korea Asas1-tues 12pm and thur 12pm
Speech Communication-mon 2pm and tues 2pm
Hubungan Etnik-mon 5pm

Very tired after attended all the classes..
but i ponteng my speech com's class la..hehe

Everything is in preparation now lo~~
my ekon's dedication la, mckuo's dedication la,
my studies oso..
left pap tim(pesta ang pau) *although i seldom attended their activities la..lol*
Dun blame me, i noe im lazy la..haha..(now regret liao)
This is my 1st time doing blog so dun wan talk so much la..haha
(is act dunno wat can i say liao)

EvEryTHinG WiLL bE FiNe..

我原来也是这样吗？ 外表开心的人。。

Valentine's day and CNY

Updated blog

十一種值得女生交往的男生

my friend in UKM....

我以为-品冠

1st Time

壳。。

life after fac night

Unforgettable and unforgivable......

09/10 fac night

Attention!!! H1N1

tiMe to mOve!!!!!!

FREE Antivirus???

Again.......zzzz

PPE

My RM50~~~~

Masalah Setinggan..

After the programme...

Program Induksi KUO

3rd Semester....

Everthing Begins NoW!!

holiday.....

who i really am??

Sick!!!

bek hometown

MCKUO-BBQ

my dear friends

厚黑就是智慧

STUPID DEKAN!!!

DiStaNcE

Lucky Draw!!

UKM stand for??

喜欢独处的我

女生男生

Thanks to Everyone!!

Summer Snow 夏之雪

ukm life

KoReaN's 0raL tEst!!

the FUNNY things in johor's trip

2nd Day at Johor

1st day at Johor

Libra(my horoscope)

Sorry..

天秤座-荆棘鸟

McKUO Valentine's Dedication!!

My 1st Note

11-18th Jan

KoReaN cLaSS..^^

A busy day!! Tuesday..

我原来也是这样吗？外表开心的人。。